Bohnee-karan

Why do I want to blog? Why would anyone want to post their thoughts online so that one can share them with others (mostly friends). One could simply send them a mail or call them up, isnt it?

- Others do it
- Makes me look cool
- Want to see what is it like
- Want to share my thoughts with the world (does anyone care about them?)
- (Had I been unmarried then one reason would be to hook up)

Maybe some or all of the above but here I am... in Lucknow at the end of a wonderful 10-day diwali break. Am uneasy and restless because this is the last night at my real 'HOME', so am trying to stretch it longer.

Wifey and I came to Lucknow after a year, and last year we had been here only for 3-days. Relatives got the smell and chased us around asking us to visit them and each insisting a visit for a full-meal which we had to gingerly side-step again and again.

Everytime I visit Lucknow, I end up wondering and thinking whether I could take up some occupation here which could give me decent money as well as challenges because living in this city would be extremely wonderful and living in this house which my parents built with a lot of care and effort would be extremely satisfying. No answer comes straightaway to mind and I always have not been able to commit myself 100% to search for it.

Come to think of it, I have no tbeen able to commit myself 100% to any activity for a very long time now, whether I liked that or not. Wonder why is that? So it also looks that I may not end up giving 100% to my blogging too, but anyway, here is the start from me too to fill up the cyber space with my thoughts.